THU 6/18 - String with all the addresses

Hey Everyone
1. Hi Angela and Michelle! I didn't intentionally leave you off the list. I actually thought Angella's address was on there and I didn't have Michelle's, though I knew Mom was keeping you updated.

2. The news can spread far and wide at this point, so don't worry if you've already told people and feel free to tell whomever else.

3. Before you start calling me "Lefty" (as per Leslie's suggestion) and getting all attached to the one that remains, you should know that I'll also do a genetic screening pretty soon. I'm told that a cancer like this in someone so young is often from a gene, and that if one has this gene, one is garaunteed to get breast cancer at some point. Now, it's hard to believe that I have the gene because there are a LOT of breasts that I'm blood-related to, none of which has been cancerous. But the Dr. says I might just be numero uno. And if it comes back positive, then for preventative measures, the second one comes off and my ovaries come out. See? You didn't think there was any more bad news to come. Here's the kicker: even if the ovaries come out, the uterus stays in and because I'd start taking hormones, I would still menstruate!!! What the hell???? But these are all future concerns. I'm just saying, 'Lefty' might not be such a good idea.

4. Leslie's last e-mail (not on this string) said, "'Marathon' is not a song.'" You are SOOOOO busted, Leslie. Didn't you read my story??? The problem is that though I know the title, I haven't been able to find it on-line yet. There are about 120 hits at the allmusicguide.com but I haven't had time to check them yet. Still, Bill is right. If I do manage to get ahold of it, there will be mandatory morning dances.

5. I'm so glad Mom is coming. Last night was a very long night. Bryan and I hardly slept and at this point, I've pretty much collapsed. Thankfully, I'm not crying out of fear or anxiety. I'm just emotionally overwhelmed and just. . .sad about the whole thing. But your e-mails are so wonderful to read. There's nothing like a good puking joke to lift the spirits.

6. My oncology and radiation appointment is tomorrow morning. I hope to have a good idea of my regimen and what to expect from it, and then I'll have a better idea of what will be most helpful.

I love you all!
Amella!